Me, Myself & I




posted : 2025. máj. 14.
title : Look who's back..

 It's been a while since I last posted, but today I felt like writing again. It feels kinda weird writing again after a long break. But I'm so over everything right now. The political climate is pretty tense atm, to say the least....and obviously it has an effect on our family as well. Sometimes I feel like an alien, especially when I look around in my family, as they don't really understand why we are considering moving abroad, to Poland to be more specific. I feel ashamed to be a Hungarian, but to be honest with myself, I always felt I don't belong. Obviously I was born in Hungary, my heritage is Hungarian, but still...deep down there's always been this desire to belong to somewhere else.  

I have 2 semesters left from University, my eldest starts school in September, my youngest needs 1 extra year in kindergarten and we also got a dog. :D Moving is never easy, especially when someone moves abroad. I've never really lived abroad before, expect those 4x 3 months in the USA, but those were under artificial conditions, so it doesn't really matter. 


Bella when she was 4 months old

Nowadays - Strike a Zara pose

Even my brother and his wife doesn't understand what our problem with the current government is. Probably because they are not well-educated, they kinda lack critical thinking. They don't talk about politics, they observe things on a simplified level. I guess that's the reason they don't really care. Blissful ignorance. 

I've just completed my 4th semester, I'm still waiting for one grade to be registered though. I had the filter exam on last Friday, and I genuinely thought I'd be failing my written exam. It was made up of 3 sections. We had 3 readings, one data analysis and one essay. My reading score was higher than I expected it to be, and I ended up getting a 4 :-) My weakest skill is reading, especially the True, False or Not given exercise type. I lost the most points in that section as well. My spoken test turned out to be a 5 actually. I was so happy. I don't have any exams thankfully, but I have only a few days left to finish my major paper. 




Today my youngest turned 5 years old, time flies really. We accidentally ended up buying him a bunch of gifts.  Maybe I will write about him in one of the following posts, because he is not easy to deal with tbh. 

We are in the Pokemon phase


Sometimes I feel like I'm still in 2016, I'm 26, and it's hard to comprehend that it's already 2025, I'm almost 35 and probably half of my life is gone.