This one is my 300th post..I must tell you that when I started this blog thing I wouldn't have thought that I'm gonna write more that 2 posts as before I started this one I had already had 2 blogs...I like my blog even if nobody else reads it just me, because actually I write it for myself. ;)

On Wednesday I was almost late from school as the roads and the streets were slippery because of the freezing rain. My lesson starts at 8 on Wednesdays and my bus arrived to the bus station at 7.38...but the sidewalk was slippery as well and the distance between them is 20-25 mins on feet. It was like "Challenge accepted"  I don't know how but I arrived on time :D. Challenge completed ;D

Few days ago I was searching for some make up tutorials on youtube and I have to admit that after a while I was a bit shocked. Girls at the age of 11!!-12-13 are making make up tutorials and other videos related to make-up..and the most surprising thing for me was that they have more make-up products than me. At the age of 11 I didn't even know what make-up is. Actually these videos caused a little depression in me because I haven't bought make up products since September not even a nail file. I really have to do something because I hardly have money and I really want some new make-up *.*

Today I was pretty much socially challenged. Homework for the introduction to ling. was that everybody had to choose an English variation and had to write about it 2 pages. First I wanted to choose American English but I found too much information on this topic on the internet..so finally I wrote about New Zealand. LoL, and I had to talk about it front of my class. I was soooo embarrassed I forgot a lot of things I wanted to mention. It was actually like an exam situation and in situations like this one was I'm always very nervous,excited, anxious..I have to do something against it.

I just thought about my life and I realized that it is kinda miserable. I mean, my realationship, the job topic, money issue...I know I'm spending my summer in the US but until then I need money. I also want to fall in love again, have the butterflies in my stomach etc. you know what I mean..If I really want this, I should change my life dramatically. I have no idea how I'm gonna manage to do these but I'm afraid everything will be the same.